Lovin’ Life

Just lovin’ my life with Jesse

just when I thought I’m alone…. February 7, 2005

Filed under: life in general,random,reflection — Lois Sparks @ 8:34 am
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It’s hard to miss someone knowing you can’t do anything to make them stay. But if I was given the chance to change things the way they are right now, maybe everything would be different. Maybe we won’t even be apart…Well that’s life, there are always things that would always be out of your hand.

There are times I feel alone…I feel like I’m the only one carrying that heavy burden and no one seems to understand. Those times I always ask myself…is this suppose to happen or what? Am I taking life too seriously or have I done something wrong? Are the decisions I made, right or wrong? I always ask myself…what’s my purpose? Am I better alone or not…But those questions were answered…just when I thought I was alone you came. You made my life meaningful and answered some of my questions.

I just hope you’d stay forever so i’ll never be alone again.


FrEe… February 2, 2005

Filed under: random — Lois Sparks @ 9:56 pm
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(by Lighthouse Family)

I wish I knew how it would feel to be free,

I wish I could break all the chains holding me,

I wish I could say all the things that I should say,

Say ’em loud, say ’em clear

For the whole wide world to hear.

I wish I could share all the love that’s in my heart,

Remove all the bars that keep us apart.

And I wish you could know how it feels to be me,

Then you’d see and agree

That every man should be free.

I wish I could be like a bird in the sky.

How sweet it would be if I found I could fly.

Well I’d soar to the sun and look down at the sea,

And I’d sing coz I know how it feels to be free….